What should I care

what should I care of
something is lunatic
just a crap in the noise of ray
coming from the hole of sand

misery of what is done
doing so well: Am I so good?
but nothing can serious to work
the darkness of being lonely
crying without no tears!

I can shoot the things away
for nothing is fo sure
calling me down now on crash
the fire still burning left the last candle

Going to say good bye to the wave
when evrything is shut down
frying the sound of feeling that groin
oh! everything gonna be alright
what about it?

poem: want to keep on

nice to say with all and nothing to hide
clear the sand from the feets
take the wings before it is break
find the way to choose the rip

only now can you see it
the only one who is standing on the stree
keep on watching no more doing it
lost the spam of wieght to beat
low the lamp of my head

say to the birds as they could fly
you and me will dance for a while
get me wrong about the steps
perhaps it is done through the light
will the sun smile once more time

love to bring all the kind
to be free as a fish in the ocean
follow the ship no swim for granted
but the wave is to strong to fight...

Poem: old collections

WONDERFUL



What is the best is today?
must be today is nice
because i found you
i found you there

will you smile again
nevermind, even from a distance
as long as it was you
and you know that is true

sometimes i can feel about something
something that so beautiful
when i was with you
it makes me so wonderful..

1/03/2003
SATURDAY


I Just Can See

It's so unforgetable when
you say that
but may be it's a mistake

I still remember that you sit beside me
just very close to me
even so close but i feel
you are far away from me

I don't want to ask you why
because i know
you will never answer

And everthing is hide away
until the next morning
you come and smile to me

09/06/03
11pm

Poem: never hear, never see, never me

NEVER HEAR, NEVER SEE, NEVER ME

I think you know about that

that's why it's happened once again

I don't want to do that

but it's really hard to forget

it's true I did it again

dont want to tell you why

guess and find it in your sight

because it always show in bright

sometimes I wish I was like you

I wonder how could you be so cool

I try to learn something from you

but I think I was so crazy and fool

shockingly stared at me and only once

just muted, nothing and then you walk away

the whole night I can't hear your voice

I just met the scent of you as you were here

must be today is the last smile

and you say something but I'm not sure, what

I want to hear it again before I go far away

I will be back when I've found it and I promise

no matter what its so hard to leave

what can I do when that's only way I have

as long as we were still here

the old memories will remain forever

IST MAY 02

Poem: 7 Words For Mama

7 Words For Mama

mama where are you when I was here
will you hear me from the distance
do you remember me from now and forever
could be tears follow you days without me
don't you ever worry about me, mama; I always here
evertyhing would be alright as you pray
may Allah bless you all the times...

dreambusterz
2 may 2009

POEM: Dreambusters

I just create this poem as I always dream and not always the nice or best but always it was the worst dream I've got.... that not the thing as shine as jewel in the closet but meaning more less than nothing...


Dream busters
come on over and rise you power
I could not run away from you
catch me if you can
never hide if I strike back

I've got many dreams to bet with you
no money to sell with others
no more tagging for prices
with all the rumors you've heard
I deal with you only once

grab all together with the wind
when I forget to spent the times
will you fly away to the moon
and pull the light down to earth
and the darkness is showing on the stone

I'm waiting for you all day long
if could you please dropping by
taken all the sound of frightened
even it's so hard to live
with the small wings I could fly

nothing is left for me as I lost
don't ever want it back by tomorrow
when my eyelid were lazy to open
I want to sleep with no more tears!

30April.2009

POEM: Lucut

Mimpi apakah aku malam tadi
atau mengigau aku tanpa sedari
hingga terlucut sarung bantal
terdedah segala yang tersembunyi

telah banyak lukisan tercipta
berbagai corak aneka bentuk dan rupa
terasa jijik bila diraba
namun bantal itulah menyokong kepala

tertulis segala mimpi ngeri dan indah
dengan bahasa yang aku tidak fahami
tidak kusangka selama ini bersarung putih
namun didalam dicemar kotor sendiri

peduli apa aku tentang itu
sekian lama lenaku diulit seni
kusarungkan kembali bantal itu
dan aku menyambung mimpi yang baru

raffsien/blogspot.com
20april2009
8.00pm
sunday

POEM: If That Is True

When you stay beside me
I couldn't to tell you what I thought before
I try to but it's not the right time
I know you just the same

when I looking into your eyes
it shine but not the truth

I hold you in my arms and don't let you go
but I can't keep forcing you to hold
then you go you are leaving me alone
and you promised me for the next time
and the clock in my heart is start ticking
counting the times as I was waiting

just waiting...




raffsien 18april2009 saturday selangor

POEM: With You

WITH YOU

Why...
you don't come to see me
I asking my self with sorrow
I don't know what's happened
misery me all the times


Now...
I feel like I was lost you
no time to call me
no more words from you
keep me wondering how is yours
I'm so scared


When...
you will here with me
realy I don't know
only you can keep me warm
make me cheerful all the time
I want to hear your story continue


Just...
then miss you with all the tears of the rain
I tried to call your name loudly
on the hill of the path of your way
will you listen to me?


Keep...
me with you in your heart
let me sleep on your arms
the only one thing I want to say
for you my sweetheart
that I always love you...

1.26am
14.04.09
raffsien

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POEM: Someone

Hold it a moment
feels like don't want to let it goes
then it's gone by the time
until someone call it back
why it must be like that!


on the glass of the windows
I can see the rain
the wind that blows
I heard that lightning strike
was me alone here
then your face was showing in the mist
oh my, I miss someone


how strong the wind push the trees
I just can see from the inside of my room
seem like I want to run in the rain
so I can feel the your heart
as the cloud carrying your tears


I feel so cold even there is no snow
are you feeling it too
or just nothing to wonder with the days
when you got the answers for all
or someone is hurt and waiting
must be someone...

raffsien@2009
08April, 9.42pm